Chapter 391 I totally understand how you feel
"What do you mean by seizing the opportunity... You always say weird things."
Looking at Xia Yu's departing back, Li Syaoran frowned slightly and complained. Sakura heard this and chuckled, "After all, Xia-san is just like Tomoyo, both of them are a little weird."
"No wonder they can get together..."
"what?"
"No, it's nothing."
Li Syaoran shook his head without explaining his muttering. Since neither Daidoji nor Xia Yu had announced their relationship to Sakura, he would rather not tell Sakura for the time being.
Even though those two never hid it, I don't know why Sakura hasn't figured it out yet...
No, if Sakura could see it, she should also be able to see that I like her. It is because I am slow when it comes to feelings that Sakura is still Sakura.
Thinking of this, Li Syaoran couldn't help but blush slightly. Should he confess to Sakura now?
"By the way, thank you for today, little wolf."
But before Li Syaoran could open his mouth, Sakura had already thanked him. Hearing this thanks and looking at Sakura's cute appearance, Li Syaoran couldn't help but blushing again.
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"Well, let me take you home!"
After hesitating for a few seconds, Li Syaoran was ultimately unable to utter the words of confession. He stammered and made a proposal to Sakura.
Upon hearing this, Sakura smiled faintly and did not nod in agreement. Instead, she suddenly said, "Um, I want to ask you a favor."
"what's up?"
"Will you come to the park with me?"
"Good, good."
……
Meanwhile, on the other side.
Xia Yu, who had already walked far away from Zhishi, suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at Zhishi beside him and chuckled, "Xiaoying and Li Xiaolang should have gone to the park. How about it? Do you want to go and take a look?"
"Of course, I even have the camera ready."
Hearing Xia Yu's question beside him, Zhishi smiled lightly and took out a camera from her bag.
The sudden farewell between her and Xia Yu just now was to create an opportunity for Xiaoying and Li Syaoran to be alone and to enhance their relationship.
She has found happiness now, so she also wants Sakura to be happy.
Unfortunately, Sakura was too slow in terms of feelings, and she had always liked Tsukishiro Yukito, so she just let things take their course, and at most encouraged Li Syaoran and created some opportunities for him.
Now that this rare opportunity has come, she wants to witness it with her own eyes.
This coincides with Xia Yu's idea. He also wants to witness the relationship between Sakura and Li Syaoran grow stronger step by step, and finally the two of them get together.
After making the decision, the two of them immediately walked towards the Penguin Park, intending to find a best photography spot in advance to take pictures of the unsuspecting Sakura and Syaoran.
Time passed slowly and dusk came.
Under the dim sky, the withered yellow leaves looked even darker. Near the king penguin that had gone through many hardships, Sakura and Syaoran were each sitting on a swing.
Li Syaoran just sat there quietly while Xiaoying rocked him gently from time to time, and neither of them spoke.
A few minutes later, Sakura suddenly said, "Today... I told Snow Rabbit brother, 'I like you'."
As soon as these words were spoken, Li Xiaolang suddenly widened his eyes slightly, bit his lip and lowered his head, feeling a little relieved.
"This...is like this."
Although he knew that this was the most likely outcome, Li Syaoran still felt uncomfortable, but he could not show it because that would only trouble Sakura.
There was even a possibility of guilt because of him, and he didn't want Sakura to show that expression.
Sakura failed to notice the loneliness in Li Xiaolang's tone, and continued to talk to herself: "But Xuetu-ge said to me, "I am not the one you love most in your heart."
"Eh?"
As soon as these words were spoken, Li Xiaolang turned around in surprise, and the emotions in his heart were like a roller coaster, rising from the bottom to the top in an instant.
Although he was prepared for Sakura and Yukito to be together, the answer he heard was different from what he had imagined.
"He asked me if my liking for him was similar to my liking for my dad."
Sakura thought back to the scene and continued, "I thought about it carefully, and it is indeed... very similar."
"but!"
Sakura suddenly forced a smile and looked at Li Syaoran, saying with a sad tone, "My love for Xuetu-nii-san is still a little different, although it's only a little bit, and it feels a little different from liking dad."
Seeing that Sakura was obviously very sad but still pretending to be relaxed and smiling, Li Syaoran also frowned tightly, but he said nothing, just listened quietly.
"But, Brother Snow Rabbit also has his favorite person, and that person is also someone I like very much, and that person must also like Brother Snow Rabbit the most, so..."
"So I think it doesn't matter if I'm not the person that Snow Rabbit loves the most. As long as Snow Rabbit is with the person he loves the most, they can be happy forever." Hearing what Sakura said, Li Syaoran pursed his lips, feeling complicated. Hadn't he had the same thought before?
He likes Sakura, but liking is not possession. If Sakura and Yukito can be happier together, he will just silently bless them and then leave alone.
Just like his cousin Li Meiling, because she likes him, his happiness is her happiest thing, even though the person he likes is not her.
"I have always felt that the happiest thing for me is that Xuetu-ge is happy."
Sakura swayed on the swing, speaking her thoughts, but as she spoke, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.
Realizing that she seemed to be crying, Sakura raised her hand to wipe her tears, but still said with a smile: "But, although I don't know why, I feel a little... a little... like crying."
"But if I cry or act sad, Snow Rabbit will definitely be embarrassed."
As she spoke, Xiaoying's tears began to flow again. She wiped her tears with embarrassment and continued to pretend to be relaxed: "Hate it, why are you crying now..."
Seeing Sakura sobbing, Li Syaoran's heart tightened and he stood up and walked in front of Sakura.
Noticing Li Syaoran's actions, Sakura said again: "I really understand what Brother Xuetu said, and I really think that as long as Brother Xuetu is happy, it's fine, but..."
"I can understand."
Li Syaoran suddenly handed his handkerchief to Xiaoying. He looked at Xiaoying, whose eyes were slightly red and tearful, and smiled gently.
"...I completely understand how you feel."
Hearing Li Syaoran's gentle words, Sakura reached out to take the handkerchief handed to her by Li Syaoran, subconsciously stood up and pressed it against her chest.
"Thank you."
After the words fell, Sakura couldn't help but take a step forward, leaned her head on Li Syaoran's chest, and said in a muffled voice.
"Brother Xuetu also said that one day I will find the person I love most, and that person will definitely love me the most. It would be great if... I can find him."
In response to Sakura's words, Li Syaoran's eyes gradually changed from gentle to firm. He reached out and held Sakura in his arms, and gently replied: "It's okay, I will definitely find it."
Feeling Li Syaoran's actions, Sakura's originally sad expression turned into a smile again, and this time, it was a smile from the heart.
"Um……"
……
"This is it! I live to see this!"
Looking at Xiaoying leaning in Li Syaoran's arms, Xia Yu suppressed his movements, but still couldn't help making a sound.
This scene was comparable to the one in the elevator, except that it was Li Syaoran who took the initiative that time, while this time it was Sakura who took the initiative.
Although the course of events was completely different and the moods of the parties involved were completely different, the final scene was that Syaoran hugged Sakura, and Sakura leaned in Syaoran's arms.
This is the scene he wanted to see! Sure enough, the decision to come here secretly was the best decision he had ever made.
This candy! He ate it!
More importantly, this candy is normal sweet candy, not lemon-flavored candy, and it is not sour at all.
Hey~
While thinking about it, Xia Yu subconsciously grabbed Zhishi's hand beside him. Feeling the softness of Zhishi's little hand, he felt more satisfied.
He also has a girlfriend and he is in a relationship, so when he sees this dog food scene now, he is not jealous at all.
On the side, Zhishi, who was also watching the scene, was stunned at first when he noticed Xia Yu suddenly holding his hand. Then he smiled slightly and held his hand with his backhand, interlocking their fingers.
At this moment, in the Penguin Park, a pair of lovers were hiding in the dark, secretly watching the progress of the relationship of another pair of prospective lovers.
Not long after, Sakura, feeling a lot better, stood up from Li Syaoran's arms somewhat embarrassedly and smiled.
"Thank you, little wolf."
Seeing that Xiaoying seemed to have recovered her spirit, Li Xiaolang also smiled and said: "Then I will take you back."
"it is good!"
After making the decision, the two left together. Not long after they left, Xia Yu and Zhi Shi, who were hiding in the dark, came out together.
The two of them appeared holding hands with their fingers interlocked, both looking very satisfied.
Recalling the scene he just saw, Tomoyo said: "Thanks to Li-san being here, if it weren't for him, Sakura might have been holding back her sadness."
"After all, Li Syaoran's position in Xiaoying's heart is already extraordinary."
Xia Yu replied, "Xiaoying has already regarded that boy as someone she can rely on and confide in. She has actually fallen in love with Li Xiaolang without realizing it, but because of the influence of Yuecheng Xuetu, she was unable to see her heart clearly."
"If we wait until Li Syaoran confesses, Sakura will probably be able to instantly realize who her favorite person is."
After he finished speaking, he added with an inexplicable expression: "Li Syaoran was also unable to see his own heart clearly at first because of Brother Xuetu, and so was Xiaoying. Thinking about it this way, they are really a perfect match..."
"Mr. Xia, don't forget that you couldn't see your own heart clearly at first~"
"Don't tear down people when things are tough, know the world."
(End of this chapter)