Chapter 125 Regrets always run through life
A year is divided into four seasons: spring, summer, autumn and winter.

This is common sense.

But Jianchen Jianchen had a feeling that winter seemed to be the only thing left in his year.

It’s been less than a month since I came into this world.

But so many things happened and so many ties were created.

In his heart, there are people he cares about, people he likes, people he hates, and people he wants to kill.

The one who shot himself in the head four times and forced himself to "sacrifice" for "justice", the justice partner Emiya Kiritsugu.

The one summoned by himself did not look like a founding emperor, but rather like an old man who kept up with the trend and loved the Internet, like Emperor Gaozu of Han, Uncle Liu.

Awkward, but very cute Miss Rin.

Not awkward, and still a very cute little Sakura.

A servant who looks like a decadent middle-aged uncle, Matou Kariya.

Tōsaka Tokiomi is always so elegant that you want to punch him in the face.

Kotomine Kirei is a devil in human skin, but he also has a unique charm.

As a supervisor, Father Kotomine Risho breaks the rules and "sacrifices" for his own happiness.

The dignified and elegant mother-in-law Toosaka Aoi, and Mrs. Irisviel, who is a mother but has the cuteness of a girl.

Artoria, who supported an entire country with the body of a young girl and sacrificed her own happiness to save her country, and the unfortunate King Arthur who wanted others to give him happiness.

He is a student who should just stay in school and study hard, but in order to prove himself and gain recognition from others, he chooses to steal his teacher's relics and come to Fuyuki to participate in a very dangerous war with Waver, who could die at any time.

He had a smooth growth experience, underestimated the Holy Grail War and paid a heavy price for it, and eventually became his own master, and was arranged by him to return to the Clock Tower by Kenneth.

Iskandar is a man of heroic character yet gentle.

Diarmuid is extremely loyal and his only wish is to be loyal to his lord this time.

Each of these people appeared in Jianchen Jianchen's mind at this moment.

He had a feeling that the game was about to be completed and he was reluctant to let it go.

In this Holy Grail War, all the allies and enemies have their own unique personality charm.

As a result, even though they had not known each other for long, or even had only met a few times, Jianchen Matou would remember them deeply in his heart, and perhaps he would never forget them for the rest of his life.

At this time,
He was walking down the streets of Fuyuki City, heading to a place he had been to once before.

In order to kill the servant who posed the greatest threat to him in this Holy Grail War and made him uneasy all the time.

The heroic king with a bad temper and a foul mouth - Gilgamesh.

"call……"

The greening of Fuyuki City is quite good.

Walking on the road, although there are no birds singing or flowers blooming due to the season.

But the fresh, unique smell of earth in the morning is still refreshing.

"Diarmuid."

Since I didn't choose to take a taxi but chose to walk, my mentality was naturally leisurely.

Therefore, Jianchen Matou, who did not intend to remain silent, naturally had to find someone to chat with.

Forget about Uncle Liu, he needs to be worshipped.

The little cutie Diarmuid is the best person to chat with.

"I am here, my lord."

Because it was still early and the place that Kenshin Matou was going to was really remote, Diarmuid did not maintain his spiritual form, but directly revealed his body.

"The Holy Grail War is about to end~"

It is clearly a war that has been making me nervous and unable to sleep or eat.

But when it really came to this, Jianchen Jianchen felt a little reluctant.

Again,
People are just cheap.

"Yes, my lord." Diarmuid replied.

For him, the experience of this Holy Grail War was rich and colorful.

He was extremely unlucky from the beginning and became Kenneth's servant. He was always treated like a slave and endured the other party's constant insults.

What made him even more desperate was that
Kenneth's fiancée, the woman named Sora, was fascinated by the teardrop mole at the corner of his eye...

It was a painful memory, but fortunately it has become a thing of the past.

Diarmuid walked behind Kenshin Matou, looking at his master's body which seemed small due to his age.

For a moment, I felt extremely lucky.

(Who said Lancer's E is lucky? Come out and speak up!)
"...Will we meet again, Diarmuid?"

As Jianchen Matou asked this, he couldn't help but laugh.

"Destiny is truly amazing, Diarmuid. Tell me, if I were born in your time, would I still have a chance to become your lord?"

"I do not know."

Diarmuid shook his head and gave his answer.

but,

A thought came to his mind: "If the lord at that time was Jianchen Matou, would my fate be different?"

Compared to the former master,

Diarmuid had full trust in Kenshin Matou, so much so that he believed that if his lord at that time was Kenshin Matou, everything would be different and the tragedy of his fate would not have happened.

He was confident that Jianchen Jianchen would handle everything.

However, his current master, Kenshin Matou, does not know all of this.

He asked the question that had been in his heart for a long time:
"Speaking of which, I have been unable to figure out a question. Diarmuid, can you explain it to me?" "Master, please speak."

Diarmuid looked at the swordsman Matou who was speaking, and was very interested in the question he was about to ask.

"Why do you knights have to be so depressed and inferior to others for so long? I have always been confused. Of course, I am not talking to you... Although it is not very polite to say it, I know you don't care."

"With your personality, you naturally cannot become a king."

Jianchen Matou said it without hiding anything.

Diarmuid nodded and acknowledged what he said.

"But what I don't understand is," Jianchen Matou continued, "some knights are clearly capable of becoming kings, but why don't they go out and work on their own, but instead serve as subordinates to others?"

"..."

Kenshin Matou's question made Diarmuid silent for a long time.

"My Lord, it is impossible for someone like me to give you the answer you expect for this kind of question. I don't have an answer for this either."

"but,"

Diarmuid changed the subject:
"I think a king like Emperor Gaozu of Han should be able to answer the questions of the lord."

As he spoke, Diarmuid bowed slightly towards Uncle Liu's position.

Jianchen Jianchen didn't even turn his head.

"Come on, what's the point of asking a king this kind of question? He's still the most powerful king in my heart."

At this point, the Holy Grail War is about to end, so there is naturally no need for Kenshin Matou to flatter him.

He tells it like it is and he is not ashamed of it.

Uncle Liu is what he considers to be the greatest king, and the king he most aspires to be.

This will not change with time, not to mention that he really summoned this king.

"Diarmuid, Diarmuid." Jianchen Matou muttered, "I really can't bear to leave you."

"As my lord, I cannot bear to part with a knight like you."

"As a Master, I can't bear to part with a bodyguard like you."

"As a child, I admire heroes like you."

"Diarmuid, you are really outstanding. Even without the curse of the teardrop mole, you still have thousands of boys and girls falling for you with your charm. You are really a 'fatal beauty' that attracts both men and women."

"..."

Diarmuid was speechless for a moment, and after a while he replied: "My pleasure, my lord."

The sadness of parting was fully revealed in Kenshin Matou.

Diarmuid looked at his lord this time.

He is still a child, but he will not hide his emotions at all, and he shows all his feelings.

This moved Diarmuid.

The heart-to-heart communication with his master is exactly what he has always longed for but has never gotten.

"My Lord, is this for yourself?"

Diarmuid thought about it and shook his head.

The emotions displayed by Jianchen Matou at this moment are definitely not false.

It was a very sincere feeling, one that Diarmuid did not dare to despise in the slightest.

This was a natural expression, but it unintentionally fulfilled part of Diarmuid's long-cherished wish.

He looked at the Master in front of him, clenched his hands into fists, and tightened them.

At this moment, the desire to win victory for the lord and present the Holy Grail reached its peak.

……

……

Uncle Liu did not show up, he remained in spirit form.

He had been through so many things, and this time he responded to the call and came to this world. In addition to the "destiny", it was also a premonition, a premonition that an opportunity to make up for his regrets had appeared.

Yes, Uncle Liu, who defeated death and faced death calmly, had regrets.

The regret is simple, many people have done it, even among his people, many have done it.

But the only thing that did not come true was him, the king.

That is:
"Live a happy and peaceful life."

The time when there was no uprising was the happiest time for Uncle Liu.

At that time, he was a well-known lazy man in the village. The history books also recorded that "Emperor Gaozu was a man with a prominent nose and a dragon-like face, beautiful beard, and 72 black spots on his left thigh. He was kind and loved people, liked to give, and was open-minded. He was always generous and did not help with production work for his family."

Ha ha.

Uncle Liu just wants to say, bullshit.

I don’t know whether I have seventy-two black moles on my left thigh, but do you know?
Did you know that your mother slept with me?

Although Uncle Liu knew clearly why history books recorded it this way, he still couldn't stop complaining in his heart.

However, it is true that he did not do any production work for his family. This is one of the reasons why Uncle Liu felt that he was happiest when he was in Pei County.

"If there were no great chaos in the world, and I lived in a peaceful and prosperous era, I could just be a small Sishui Pavilion Chief, and work with my brothers without doing any production work, drinking when I had nothing to do, and flirting with widows when I had something to do. How nice it would be."

This is the regret that Uncle Liu has not achieved.

He wanted to see another life that he had not realized, a happy and stable life.

This was the wish that Jianchen Jianchen made to him. Uncle Liu still remembered it and had not forgotten it.

(End of this chapter)