Chapter 200 I Like You Very Much (Part )
"Yes!"
Shen Fu immediately couldn't hide her excitement and said, "I...I've been looking for you for a long time."
Seeing Su Liuyue's expression that seemed to be shocked by her, Shen Fu's face turned red again, and she asked expectantly: "Miss Su San, can you lend me a hand to talk?"
After the murderer of the previous prostitute murder case took her hostage, it was Su Liuyue, disguised as a man, who appeared and rescued her.
Su Liuyue could probably guess what she wanted to say, and said with a slight smile: "Of course."
After saying that, she turned around and said goodbye to Zhou Yunke in the carriage, then took Shen Fu to the teahouse diagonally opposite Man Yifang.
Wei Wuyan originally wanted to go with them, but Shen Fu turned around and glared at him so fiercely that he dared not move.
Su Liuyue glanced thoughtfully at Wei Wuyan, who had a dejected look on his face.
After the two entered the teahouse, they went straight to the relatively quiet second floor. After finding a seat to sit down, Su Liuyue did not rush to say anything. He called the waiter and asked for a pot of tea and a small plate of snacks.
Shen Fu sat opposite them, watching her furtively. After the waiter brought them the tea and snacks they ordered, Su Liuyue smiled faintly, "No one should come to disturb us from now on. Miss Shen San can say whatever you want to say."
Shen Fu stared at her in a daze, a hint of disappointment seemed to pass through her eyes, and she pursed her lips slightly, saying, "I came here to thank Miss Su San in person. It was thanks to Miss Su San that I was able to... escape from that man's hands unscathed.
After that, I kept asking my family to find out the identity of Miss Su San, but they all said that Miss Su San's identity was very mysterious and they didn't have the ability or the courage to investigate further. "
Previously, Zhou Yunke had been helping her conceal her true identity, so even the King of Wei couldn't find out anything, let alone other people.
"It was not until two days ago that I suddenly heard that the third daughter of Doctor Su was betrothed to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince. The third daughter of Su was also a student of Princess Changxi. She had been disguising herself as a man to help Jingzhao Prefecture investigate cases. I then realized that the man was actually you..."
At this point, Shen Fu looked up at Su Liuyue and smiled faintly, "To be honest, this incident really surprised me for a long time. I never thought that the handsome young man who saved me that day was actually a woman. I was thinking that I should find time to go to Jingzhao Prefecture in person and return the clothes that Miss Su San lent me that day."
Su Liuyue then remembered that day, when she saw Shen Fu trembling with fear, she took off her outer robe and gave it to her.
She raised her lips and smiled, saying, "It's just a worthless outer robe. Miss Shen San doesn't need to return it to me. Just throw it away."
"That's impossible."
Shen Fu said seriously, and suddenly laughed again, "Besides, I am not afraid to tell Miss Su San that returning the clothes is just my excuse. My real purpose is to see Miss Su San again.
At that time, I even thought that if Miss Su San didn’t mind, I would repay her for saving my life with my own body.”
Su Liuyue had just taken a sip of tea when she suddenly heard Shen Fu's straightforward words and almost spit out the tea in her mouth.
Thinking of Shen Fu's shy look at her just now, she opened her mouth, not knowing what to say for a moment.
Seeing Su Liuyue's expression of surprise, Shen Fu laughed at herself and said, "In the eyes of Miss Su San, I must be a very frivolous woman, right? Before, I secretly met with a stranger without telling my family, but now, I am actually interested in Miss Su San who is dressed in men's clothes...
Sometimes, I would look down on myself for being like this, but I just couldn’t stay in the backyard like other women, waiting to get married and have children. I felt like a restless wild horse was living in my heart, eager to go outside, eager to experience more different things, eager to see more different scenery. ”
In the beginning, the reason why she was attracted to that hypocritical man was not because she liked him so much, but because he always told her many exciting stories about the outside world, which she could not access as she was trapped in Xinjing and the inner house.
Later, the reason why she was attracted to Miss Su San who was dressed in men's clothes was probably because she saw another different world in her.
Although the woman in front of him was saying self-deprecating words, her eyelids were lowered, covering her pupils tightly, and her fan-like thick eyelashes were trembling slightly unconsciously.
Su Liuyue looked at her and suddenly chuckled, "I don't think you are a frivolous girl. You are still young and you can't see clearly what you really want. It's normal to be confused." The most terrifying thing is that people are unable to face their own confusion, and even allow the selfish desires in their hearts to spread, gradually breaking their bottom line and driving themselves into the abyss of depravity.
Shen Fu was slightly startled, her eyelids suddenly raised, and she looked at Su Liuyue with indescribable emotion in her eyes.
After a while, she smiled brilliantly and said, "Miss Su San, although you are a woman, I still like you very much."
Su Liuyue couldn't help but raise her eyebrows.
This Miss Shen San was unexpectedly frank.
"There is something I want to tell Miss Su San. Although Miss Su San may not care, Miss Su San, just think of it as talking to me."
Shen Fu smiled and said, "I plan to break off the engagement with Wei Erlang. I can't deceive myself. I have no romantic feelings for him at all. We have been engaged since we were young and have been childhood sweethearts. Everyone has told me that I am destined to be with Wei Erlang in the future, but ever since I was old enough to understand, I have been unable to resist this marriage.
In my heart, Wei Erlang has always been a troublesome and clingy younger brother. I really can't regard him as my future husband.
If we force ourselves to be together like this, I will only hurt him again and again."
Su Liuyue was slightly stunned, thinking of Wei Wuyan's obsession with her, and after a moment of silence, she asked, "Does Wei Erlang know about this?"
"I haven't told him yet, but he should have noticed something. During this period, he often came to see me and my family, and his words and deeds all showed that he wanted to marry me as soon as possible."
The smile on Shen Fu's lips was tinged with bitterness. "I know that Wei Erlang's feelings for me are not the same as mine for him. He really wants to marry me. I also know that this time, I will definitely hurt him again.
If only I could have figured it out earlier and proposed to cancel the engagement with him earlier...
These days, I went to visit Princess Changxi. I heard that Princess Changxi had a student who was a very outstanding scholar. She had traveled all over the country and had previously written a book called "Map of Dayan". Well, now it should be renamed "Map of Daqing".
That book records the mountains, rivers, customs and people of various places in our country. In recent years, she has been traveling around, hoping to add the hydrology part to the book.
I heard that she would come to Xinjing to visit Princess Changxi in a while, so I went to beg Princess Changxi to introduce me to her. "
It seems that she has really thought a lot of things through during this period of time.
That incident was a man-made disaster for her, but it was also a blessing in disguise.
Su Liuyue smiled and said, "Miss Shen San, people have to live for themselves after all. As long as you feel that you can bear all the consequences of this choice."
Shen Fu couldn't help but feel a sore nose.
She had actually had this idea for a long time, but she didn't dare tell anyone, not even her parents.
She could imagine that if they knew that she had asked Princess Changxi for help, they would definitely say that she was selfish, that she only cared about herself and did not consider Wei Wuyan's feelings at all, nor did they think about the relationship between the Shen family and the Wei family.
Previously, because she was too concerned about their feelings, she had been suppressing her inner desires, and ended up hurting Wei Wuyan again and again.
But inexplicably, she felt that this matter could be told to Miss Su San.
She must be able to truly understand the desires and struggles in her heart, and truly understand her decision.