Chapter 342: Short Life Again and Again
Hua Xiali came to the tombstone and squatted down. She reached out and touched Huo Beixi's name on it. Tears could not help but fall down. She reached out and patted the tombstone and shouted, "Huo Beixi, Huo Beixi, I know you are in there, I know you can hear my voice, Huo Beixi..."

Huo Beixi's consciousness was in the darkness. When he heard someone calling his name, he slowly opened his eyes. Unexpectedly, what he saw was a young and beautiful girl who looked somewhat familiar.

After a while, he remembered that this was the second daughter of his uncle Tiefeng who lived in front of his house.
Why did she come to see him?
"Huo Beixi, my name is Hua Xiali, and I was born on July 1971, . Open your eyes and look at me carefully. Remember what I look like. I am your wife in your next life. You must see clearly and keep it in mind. Don't choose the wrong person in your next life. If you choose someone else, I will not want you anymore..."

Huo Beixi's eyes widened in shock. What? This beautiful girl wanted to be his wife? Were they going to make a promise to each other in the next life?
How could she be so sure that they would have an afterlife?
"Huo Beixi, I will come to see you often in the future and tell you about the development of society. I will never let you live alone in a dark, cold and damp environment for your whole life. I will live well for you and I will come to accompany you often." Hua Xiali touched the tombstone again, then got up and left.

She cannot carve her name on Huo Beixi's tombstone now because she and Jian Nan have not divorced yet, and it is not appropriate to do so.

Huo Beixi just watched the beautiful girl leave, her figure getting farther and farther away, but he couldn't make any sound and had no way to ask her to stay.

He wanted to tell her that he had agreed to the promise they had just made, if there was a next life.

Because he has spent so many years in endless darkness, and now she is the only one who comes to visit him and talk to him. Such a kind and beautiful girl should be his.

When Hua Xiali returned home, he saw his old and haggard mother and his elder sister who looked like a middle-aged woman. Tears of heartache immediately fell.

Although she didn't go back to the time before Huo Beixi's death, being able to go back to the time before her mother's death was a blessing in disguise. At least she could still have one between love and family.

"Wife, you are pregnant. You can't cry anymore, otherwise your eyes will go blind." Seeing this, Jian Nan hurried over to support Hua Xiali.

In front of her mother and elder sister, Hua Xiali did not reject Jian Nan's approach, because she did not want them to worry about her marriage life. She wiped her tears and said, "I know, I won't cry anymore."

Seeing that Hua's mother was still fine, she should smile, not cry. Hua Tiefeng had passed away, and everyone would not be burdened by him anymore. Now the child was the cerebral palsy child of her eldest sister and brother-in-law, but she had the spiritual spring water, which could slowly restore the child's health.

Hua Xiali brought Jian Nan and Jian Huadong back to her room. She sat on the edge of the bed, feeling a little tired, and said to Jian Nan, "Jian Nan, you should go back tomorrow morning! Then go to Xiaodong's kindergarten and ask for a week's leave for Xiaodong. Let Xiaodong stay with me for a week. He is in kindergarten, so it's okay for him to ask for leave."

"Wife, won't you go back with me?" Jian Nan raised his eyebrows and looked at Hua Xiali in surprise.

Hua Xiali shook his head. "My dad passed away. My mom and eldest sister will definitely not be able to adapt. I want to stay at home and spend more time with them."

She still has a lot of things to do. Hua Qiuli failed to get into high school and has been doing odd jobs outside for five or six years. Now that Hua Tiefeng has passed away and returned, she has to take Hua Qiuli to make money and not let her go out again. Otherwise, she will go to other places to work with others and will have to marry far away in the future.

Although the man she married was not bad, the family was large and life was bumpy, which was unbearable. However, these hardships were not brought to her by the man, but by the man's family and relatives. But in the final analysis, it was still because of the man! It was already March and it would soon be April. There should be only a hundred days left before the college entrance examination. She still wanted to persuade Hua Chunli to seize the opportunity to take the college entrance examination. Someone in their family must stand out, and this person must be Hua Chunli, because Hua Xiali was not sure how long she could live.

Because her last time only lasted until 1992, and the time before only until 1998, she didn't know how long she would last this time. Moreover, without Huo Beixi this time, she was really afraid that she wouldn't be able to hold on for a lifetime.

Maybe she would raise the two children, arrange everything, and then follow him.

Jian Nan moved his lips for a while but said nothing. He just took out a stack of money from his wallet and handed it to Hua Xiali. "Wife, you must remember that you are a pregnant woman now. Don't worry too much. Eat well and drink well. Don't be reluctant. OK?"

"Thank you." Hua Xiali finally took the money because she would need capital next, and Hua Chunli would need about a thousand yuan to go back to school.

"We are family, why should we be so polite?" Jian Nan reached out and touched Hua Xiali's head helplessly. Hua Xiali lowered his head in embarrassment, not knowing how to react.

If it was Huo Beixi, she would definitely hug him, then rub against him and listen to his heartbeat, but the person in front of her now was the official match arranged for her by the author, not one she chose herself, so she could not give him love.

Jian Huadong happily hugged Hua Xiali, buried his head in Hua Xiali's belly, and said, "I can stay at grandma's house with my mother..."

Seeing Jian Nan trying to pull Jian Huadong away, Hua Xiali raised his hand to stop him, "It's okay."

Is it appropriate to not give maternal love to a child when he or she wants it, and then give it to him or her when the child is over that age?

She herself has regrets, she can't let her children have regrets too!

"Xiaodong, then you have to listen to your mom and grandma and don't act naughty, okay? Otherwise, just wait and see how I'll deal with you when we get back." Jian Nan said, stretching out his hand to slap her.

But he was just trying to scare Jian Huadong. Facing a face that looked so much like Hua Xiali, he couldn't bring himself to do it no matter how angry he was. Besides, Jian Huadong wasn't naughty enough to warrant him doing it.

When Hua Xiali went to the backyard to use the toilet, as soon as he walked out of the backyard door, he saw the house where Huo Beixi had lived standing there. After Huo Beixi died, his house had been empty. It has been vacant for five years. It must have been dilapidated, right?
She doesn't have any money now, but when she earns some money, she will definitely buy this house because there are so many beautiful memories between them in it.

Hua Xiali came back from the toilet and went to the well in the front yard to fetch water to wash her hands. She first filled the wooden barrel with spiritual spring water, then threw the barrel into the well to fetch water, and the well water and spiritual spring water mixed together.