Chapter 101: Life Together
Bian Yue is not a pretentious person, and she never hesitates when facing her own heart.
So she said, "Of course, Shen Jinci, I will care about you."
Of course I care about you.
This simple sentence was enough to make Shen Jinci feel content.
He touched Bian Yue's head and said with a smile, "Got it, let's go to bed, okay?"
After saying that, without waiting for Bian Yue to answer, he picked her up and walked towards the bedroom.
Bian Yue's face rested on Shen Jinci's chest, and his voice came from his chest, more magnetic and bewitching.
He said, "Yueyue, I slept very well tonight. I haven't slept so well in a long time."
"Really? Is it because you are too tired these days? So you sleep more deeply? Is that so?"
"No, it's because I sleep next to you, Bian Yue, can I sleep with you from now on?"
The two of them had already walked into Bian Yue's bedroom. Shen Jinci did not put her down, but just looked at her with his eyes downcast.
The only thing Bian Yue relied on was his arm.
So, Bian Yue was a little uneasy and said helplessly: "Isn't your request a bit sudden?"
"is a bit."
Bian Yue fell silent.
Shen Jinci looked at her calmly, the man pursed his lips, he put Bian Yue on the bed, and said softly: "I'm just kidding, it's just today, after today, I will still go back to my room, Yueyue, I don't want you to feel embarrassed."
Bian Yue rested her hands on the soft bed sheets, looking at Shen Jinci's face so close to her, and felt inexplicably soft-hearted.
She didn't know what was wrong with her, but subconsciously, she didn't want to disappoint Shen Jinci, so she slowly said, "Okay."
Shen Jinci looked at her and said softly, "What can I do?"
"You can sleep with me if you really have insomnia." Bian Yue paused, then said, "But I have bad sleeping habits and may grind my teeth at night."
Shen Jinci's eyes were filled with deep smiles. He pinched Bian Yue's cheeks and asked her, "Grinding your teeth?"
"Yeah!" Bian Yue said, "I used sleep monitoring software before and recorded it."
"Next time if I hear it, I will record it for you." Shen Jinci's tone was still gentle, but there was a hint of teasing in it.
Bian Yue covered his mouth with a red face and said angrily: "No! This kind of dark history cannot appear in the phone of another person!"
Shen Jinci just held Bian Yue's hand and kissed her sweaty palm.
He said, "Just kidding, I can't hear anything."
Bian Yue coughed lightly. She felt that Shen Jinci looked a little seductive. She didn’t know what happened recently, but she always felt uncomfortable when she looked at him.
So Bian Yue changed the subject and said, "You haven't told me yet, what were you doing when you were 24?"
"When I was 24? That was five years ago."
Shen Jinci seemed to be in deep thought. He sat down beside Bian Yue and played with her hair naturally, his eyes deep and gentle. "That was the second year after my father passed away. I officially took over all the affairs of the Shen family. Every day was very busy, with endless meetings and endless people to meet."
Bian Yue read a lot of information from this concise sentence.
She looked at Shen Jinci distressedly, her voice softened, "Shen Jinci, you must have had a hard time, right?"
Is it very hard? Actually, Shen Jinci didn't feel anything.
Compared to the days of living on the edge of a knife, managing a seemingly clean Shen family is not a difficult task.
In fact, it can be said that it is handy.
He didn't feel it was hard, he just felt that those well-dressed upper-class people were sometimes so hypocritical that it was disgusting.
But the little girl's eyes were so soft and moist, full of concern.
So Shen Jinci smiled, sighed seriously, and said, "Yes, it's really hard."
Bian Yue thought about that year, she actually had a pretty smooth life. Li Siheng had provided her with an environment where she had no worries about food and clothing, and allowed her to grow up as she wished.
But Shen Jinci, he was alone, facing the cold arrows and knife flashes from the entire Shen family.
Bian Yue frowned, deeply empathizing, and said seriously: "It's really not easy for you, Shen Jinci, I hope you can relax a little in the future. I tell you, if you need me in the future, don't be polite, just ask directly!"
Shen Jinci thought that he was actually a bad person at heart.
Faced with Bian Yue's sincere words, he actually had selfish thoughts and asked her: "Is anything possible?"
Bian Yue also said firmly: "Anything is fine."
The man's hand gently stroked Bian Yue's cool face. The superior man lowered his head, stared into her eyes, and said, "Can I have your love? Yueyue, can you give me some of your love?"
Bian Yue was speechless for a moment.
Love is something that should come from the heart.
There is no doubt that Bian Yue is now too grateful to Shen Jinci, so much so that many other emotions are mixed in and cannot be distinguished.
"I..." Bian Yue lowered her eyes and dared not look into Shen Jinci's eyes. She was in deep decision-making. After a long time, she made up her mind and said very carefully: "Shen Jinci, I will work hard to like you."
That's really childish.
Many things cannot be achieved by hard work alone.
Shen Jinci examined Bian Yue's face. The little girl was like a bright moon, sitting in front of him beautifully, yet out of reach. He suppressed the urge to rub her into his bones and asked softly, "What's next? After falling in love, what are you going to do, Yueyue?"
Bian Yue somewhat understood the metaphor in Shen Jinci's words.
She opened her eyes, which were clearly black and white, and asked him, "Shen Jinci, don't you want to be separated from me?"
What she actually wanted to ask was, do you not want to divorce me anymore, even after everything is settled.
Shen Jinci believed that he was not a good person, so he could speak calmly. He said, "Yes, Yueyue, I don't want to divorce you, and I don't want to be separated from you."
Their agreement was that after Bian Yue got back the inheritance and Shen Jinci stabilized the situation in Lixing, the two would separate.
But now, Shen Jinci said he didn't want to.
Bian Yue's fingertips dug into the flesh, causing a sharp and intense pain.
She was very confused. At this moment, she had no way to give Shen Jinci a direct answer.
"I don't know if my feelings for you can support us to spend our lives together." Bian Yue said seriously: "Shen Jinci, I don't mind being with you for the rest of my life. It won't be a loss for me, but it's unfair to you."
"Why is it unfair?" the man asked calmly.
Bian Yue said: "I don't love you, but I live recklessly relying on your love. This is unfair to you. Shen Jinci, you are a very good person and you deserve complete love."