Chapter 150 I'll Take It for You
"Jin Ci, the Li family was the driving force behind the bankruptcy of the Bian family, and I actually felt that they were more or less kind to me."

Shen Jinci understood the cause of Bian Yue's collapse.

This is the collapse of human faith.

The world that you have always believed in collapses in an instant, and the resulting sense of despair is enough to make a person collapse.

Shen Jinci knew that at this moment, all the consolation was useless. No matter how much he loved Bian Yue, he could not empathize with her pain.

"Yueyue," Shen Jinci sighed and hugged her tighter. He said, "Don't be too hard on yourself. At least, no matter what happens, I will be with you. This will not change."

Bian Yue's eyelids were burning. She didn't answer, but just cried silently in Shen Jinci's arms.

Bian Yue didn't know that Shen Zhaoli was still sitting on the sofa in the hall.

It was not until Bian Yue calmed down and was led by Shen Jinci into the hall that she saw Shen Zhaoli with a solemn expression.

Bian Yue thought of her own gaffe just now, her eyes reddened and she twitched the corners of her lips slightly, easing the atmosphere and saying: "If you want to laugh at me, then laugh at me. It's really embarrassing for me not to refute it this time."

But Shen Zhaoli was acting out of character and didn't have that frivolous smile on his face.

He sat on the sofa, looking at Bian Yue seriously. His beautiful and charming face did not show his usual careless teasing and mockery. Instead, he said seriously, "Bian Yue, there is nothing to be ashamed of. You were only 16 years old at that time, younger than me. It is normal for you to be deceived. But now, you have Shen Jinci. He will help you, and I will help you too."

Bian Yue had just experienced a huge low point in her life. When she heard Shen Zhaoli's words, she was inevitably moved. She looked at him with amusement: "Thank you so much for your help."

Bian Yue didn't feel like continuing the conversation. She looked at Shen Jinci and said softly, "I want to go upstairs alone for a while. Jinci, can you call me for dinner later?"

"Okay," Shen Jinci touched the back of her neck and said, "Have a good rest and don't think too much."

After Bian Yue left, Shen Zhaoli sighed and said, "Bian Yue has been greatly traumatized this time. What are you going to do?"

"Besides staying with her, the best thing for me to do right now is to do nothing else." Shen Jinci's voice was calm and indifferent. He said, "What Bian Yue needs most right now is someone to stay with her."

"I'm happy that you think so." Shen Zhaoli stood up and said, "There is already a clue about the person you asked me to find. Don't worry, you will be able to see him in the next few days. I'm leaving first."

Shen Jinci didn't say anything. The emotions between his eyebrows were as light as fog, making it difficult to see clearly.

When Bian Yue was lying on the bed, she was clearly not sleepy, but when she closed her eyes, she still fell into a deep sleep.

In an instant, it seemed as if I had traveled through time and returned to the past.

Bian Yue dreamed of herself when she was 17 years old.

At the Li family, she was observing everyone's faces with trepidation. Li Siheng treated her very well, even to the point of being impeccable. He gave her the best of everything he could.

But Bian Yue still felt uneasy.

This uneasiness grew slowly amid the slightly indifferent looks of the Li family's subordinates and the discomfort when interacting with the Li family's elders.

She knew that living under someone else's roof was not an easy thing and that she had to learn how to be tactful, considerate and worldly-wise.

Bian Yue had no complaints and studied very seriously.

For a while, Bian Yue felt that she should be liked by Tang Yuwei and Li Tingmo, so one day after school at dinner time, she asked to attend Tang Yuwei's birthday party.

Tang Yuwei smiled happily and said elegantly, "Of course! Bian Yue is really thoughtful, unlike Si Heng, who only knows how to make us angry all day long."

She promised Bian Yue to let her attend her birthday party.

But when the actual birthday came, Bian Yue was still left behind. The housekeeper looked at Bian Yue with embarrassment and said, "Miss, what a surprise. The mistress and the master were in a hurry to go out today. Maybe they had something to do at the banquet, so they forgot to bring you along."

Bian Yue could only force a smile and said flatteringly: "It doesn't matter, as long as Auntie is happy on her birthday."

The housekeeper looked at her lovingly and consoled her, "Young lady, you are so sensible and kind, who wouldn't like you?"

No one knew that after the 17-year-old girl returned to her room, she sat alone in front of the dressing mirror and cried for a long time.

Until Li Siheng appeared.

He was wearing a tuxedo, with an elegant posture, dignified and graceful. He stood in front of Bian Yue, with nervousness in his eyes.

He looked around the bedroom until his eyes locked on Bian Yue, then he breathed a sigh of relief, walked towards her, and said softly: "Yueyue, come on, I'll take you to the banquet."

So, Bian Yue attended Tang Yuwei's birthday party.

Tang Yuwei was very happy to see her, and said sorry with a smile, saying that she forgot to take her with her when she went out in a hurry.

She took Bian Yue's hand and introduced her to everyone. She said, "This is our little princess, Bian Yue."

He looks like a kind and gentle elder.

At that birthday party, Bian Yue felt that she had become part of the Li family.

Bian Yue has always refused to admit it, but deep down she always knows that the reason she was able to receive all these preferential treatments at the birthday party is because Li Siheng really favored her.

So after the birthday party, the drunk Bian Yue leaned her head on Li Siheng's shoulder and whispered, "Li Siheng, I like you."

The young man seemed stunned. He lowered his eyes to look at her and saw the brightness and sincerity in her eyes.

This is indeed love, but this kind of love is not pure.

Li Siheng is a ray of light that Bian Yue caught in the faint adversity of life.

However, this feeling of pinning one's life on others is filled with insecurity from beginning to end.

Bian Yue shed tears in her dream.

What she had been pursuing was actually just an illusion.

The person she used to flatter humbly turned out to be the one who actually harmed her parents.

Bian Yue hated every humble attitude she showed in front of Tang Yuwei and Li Tingmo.

People often grow up overnight.

Bian Yue woke up from his dream, sweating profusely.

She saw Shen Jinci sitting next to her, with an indifferent temperament, but the concern between his eyebrows was very real.

He looked at Bian Yue, wiped the sweat on her forehead with his slender fingers, and asked softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Bian Yue looked at Shen Jinci. She said nothing, slowly sat up, and reached out to hug him.

This was a rare initiative from Bian Yue. Shen Jinci was in a trance for a moment and kissed her wet temples.

He said word by word: "Yueyue, there will always be many painful moments in life. Even I can't guarantee that I can protect you from suffering for the rest of your life. But you can trust me. I will always stand behind you. Just go ahead and do it. If the sky really falls, don't be afraid. I will carry it for you."