Chapter 256 His decision
He was at the bus stop and saw Bian Yue standing under the trickling rain, looking at the heavy flow of traffic.

At that moment, he sat in the car with cold hands and feet, and all the longing and suppressed emotions of the day surged out.

How could he bear to give up her future to someone else?
He never thought that he would be in danger of losing Bian Yue.

The traffic was coming and going, but he didn't feel the noise at all. There was only one thought that became clearer and clearer. That thought said: Li Siheng, how could you bear to let go?

So he got out of the car like crazy, and walked to her regardless of everything, with unprecedented impulsiveness.

He said, Bian Yue, divorce him and I will marry you.

Every word is meant seriously.

But he also clearly saw the alienation in Bian Yue's eyes.

They were no longer the young men who depended on each other and trusted each other. Over the years, he had wantonly squandered Bian Yue's trust, but at this moment, he didn't have any chips to offer.

He could only lose all composure and plead with her eyes over and over again to change her mind.

It was that night that he realized that Bian Yue would not look back.

For a long time after that, Shen Jinci was struggling over which was more important, between Bian Yue and the Li family.

It is difficult for him to break through the education he received since childhood, which is tantamount to negating his efforts of more than 20 years.

Until, he thought that his illness was incurable and could not be cured.

It is only at this time that people realize what they really cannot give up.

So what about the Li family? Their power and status could not give him any happiness at this moment.

He just thought about Bian Yue, thinking over and over again that he was wrong, so they missed each other. But Bian Yue was about to become his wife.

They should have lived their lives happily.

How could he let it go?

Those words of relief are all lies.

However, Li Tingmo still wanted to use Zhuang Jie Ning's marriage to him to consolidate the foundation of the Li family.

He was almost dying, but in Li Tingmo's eyes and heart, the Li family was still more important.

Li Siheng couldn't help but feel disheartened. He suddenly felt that everything he had planned for the Li family over the years seemed more like a joke.

Li Tingmo treated him as a chess piece, using his last bit of life to exchange for the stability of the Li family.

As for him, he is of no consequence.

Li Siheng was tough and proud by nature, so how could he allow himself to be treated contemptuously like this?

So, he chose to betray.

He chose to betray and leave.

In fact, the idea of ​​setting up this game of chess began from that time.

Later, he luckily recovered from the disease, but he concealed the fact and wanted to start his life again.

He wants to take away everything he deserves, and also give himself and Bian Yue a chance to start over.
Autumn has arrived in Hong Kong, and no matter how busy Bian Yue is these days, he will always return home on time.

She liked to sit with Shen Jinci and read a book or watch a long and depressing movie.

This feeling of getting a moment of warmth after a busy day has a fatal attraction. That day, Bian Yue and Shen Jinci watched a movie as usual. It was a very old Hong Kong movie, and even the picture quality was not clear.

Bian Yue felt a little sleepy and fell asleep halfway through reading.

When I woke up, the cast list was already scrolling on the screen.

Bian Yue sighed regretfully and asked Shen Jinci what he put behind it.

"The hero died in order to save the heroine." Shen Jinci touched Bian Yue's hair and said in a tired voice, "It's a good thing Yueyue didn't finish reading it, otherwise she would have cried again."

Bian Yue is not the kind of person who would cry when watching a movie.

She snorted softly, pinched Shen Jinci's face, and said seriously, "Why did I cry?"

Bian Yue never remembered that she and Shen Jinci had ever cried while watching a movie.

Shen Jinci touched Bian Yue's hair and did not answer.

"Why are not you talking?"

"Do you still remember that three years ago, you watched a movie in the cinema, a comedy."

Bian Yue seldom watches movies, so she easily retrieved this clip from her memory.

"I remember." Bian Yue paused and said, "At that time, Li Siheng was having an affair with a female star. I was in a bad mood and wanted to watch a comedy to relieve my boredom."

After she finished speaking, she looked up at Shen Jinci, her eyes revealing surprise and probing, "Were you there that day?"

Shen Jinci paused while touching Bian Yue's hair, then he said softly, "I was there, I saw you, there were so many people in the cinema, everyone was laughing, but you had no expression."

The care and concern in Shen Jinci's words was like a sharp arrow, piercing through Bian Yue's nonchalant mask.

Bian Yue's nose felt sore. She forced a smile and said in a nonchalant manner, "I must have looked very strange at the time, right?"

"It's not strange." Shen Jinci said, "Because when I see you like this, I can't laugh either. I really want to go over and comfort you, but I don't know what to say. Yueyue, I didn't think at that time that you would choose me."

The smile on Bian Yue's face finally faded. She looked at the man's dignified and cold face, which had an incongruous gloom on it. Bian Yue saw it very clearly.

So, he kissed Shen Jinci's chin and said softly: "I'm not stupid, I will turn back when I'm lost."

That night, the night was still lonely. When Bian Yue snuggled in Shen Jinci's arms, she whispered, "Shen Jinci, tell me about our first meeting. You haven't told me yet how you fell in love with me."

“It’s a bit long.”

"I'm not sleepy." said Bian Yue.

Bian Yuebian listened very carefully. She listened to Shen Jinci talking, and he looked at her through the window glass. She heard him say that when he had just taken over Lixing in those few years, he was abroad all year round, but he would still take time out every two or three months to come back to see her.

"I was attracted to you the first time I saw you. Later, after observing you for a long time, I don't know when it started, but I completely fell in love with you."

"Bian Yue, I used to not think that I was someone who needed love. I was even sure that if I knew at that time that one day I would love you so much, I would definitely not allow myself to indulge. At that time, my life plan did not include the idea of ​​falling in love with someone and stopping there."

Bian Yue listened quietly, and she said: "Weakness is very dangerous."

She understands everything.

Shen Jinci hugged her tighter, and said softly and seriously: "But this feeling makes me feel that my life is alive as never before. So now, my thoughts have changed a long time ago."

"What are you thinking now?" Bian Yue looked at him with a smile, her eyebrows curved, gentle enough.

Shen Jinci couldn't help but kiss Bian Yue's eyes. He said seriously: "Now, I haven't thought about where else to go except by your side. I am sure that no matter where I go, I will come back to you in the end."