Chapter 274: Her Royal Highness the Princess (Part )

He said no, and he said it very seriously.

But Bian Shu didn't believe it.

She looked slightly angry and gnashed her teeth as she said, "Do you like Jiang Yao so much? Ji Anshen, Jiang Yao is not suitable for you. She doesn't understand anything. Only I understand you."

His smile faded a little, and he followed her words calmly: "What do you know about me?"

"I know you are cold-hearted and indifferent, but you look gentle. I know you are selfish. I know you deliberately distance yourself from me because you think I am troublesome."

She just sat astride his legs as she spoke.

So his heart easily skipped a beat. He looked helplessly at the woman in his arms, sighed, and said, "Miss Bian Shu, since you think I'm so unbearable, why bother provoking me?"

Bian Shu smiled, she leaned close to his ear, raised her arms and wrapped them around his neck, and said, "Because I'm not a good person either, we are a perfect match."

Bian Shu was much crazier than he had imagined.

She just smiled at him ostentatiously, and kissed his lips in his astonished eyes.

She looked down at him, and the kiss seemed more like a malicious touch.

Her lips were very soft, and she had a strange fragrance that made people's minds become fragile. Before she let him go, she bit his lip maliciously and said, "Ji Anshen, you are mine."

And he looked at her, glad that she was not so smart that she did not see the obsession in his eyes.

He is obsessed with Bian Shu.

He always knew.

Later on, winter came, a few days after Bian Shu's birthday.

She changed into a lace suspender pajamas. The girl's well-developed body was wrapped in the delicate fabric, which made her figure perfect and her chest delicate and white.

She seemed to treat herself as an unconscious person, walking back and forth in front of him every day in pajamas and with beautiful makeup.

He guessed Bian Shu's intention, but did not expose it.

He still couldn't help himself and indulged him.

At night, Bian Shu invited him to drink.

She held the drink and said seriously, "I am an adult and can drink."

He looked at her helplessly and said, "Xiao Shu, you don't have to use these methods on me."

"What do you mean?" Bian Shu put down the red wine in her hand angrily, "Ji Anshen, do you think I can't do anything to you? Do you feel wronged to be with me? Why don't you like me?"

"Xiao Shu, you are not an ordinary woman, you are the daughter of the Bian family, you..."

"You can't find any man you want in the future, so why waste your time on me? Is that what you want to say?" Bian Shu interrupted him. She walked in front of him, lifted his chin, and said proudly and stubbornly as before: "Since I am worthy of any man, why don't you like me?"

What Bian Shu needs is concrete, complete and definite love.

He couldn't give it to her.

So he pushed her away so firmly for the first time. He went to the refrigerator to get some fruit and said, "Xiao Shu, I'll make you a glass of juice. Don't drink. Go to bed early."

That night, he woke up from his dream and found Bian Shu pressing on him.

Her breath was full of alcohol, and it fell on his face, leaving a hint of drunkenness.

"Xiaoshu."

He only had time to call her name before she pressed her index finger to her lips.

She said, "Ji Anshen, you pushed me so hard today, it hurts." "I didn't use much force." He was so concerned that he wanted to check her non-existent injuries, "Xiao Shu, let me see, are you hurt?"

"Where do you want to look?"

He finally realized that Bian Shu was teasing him.

He tried to get up and leave, "I'm going out. I'll leave this place to you."

"The door is locked, where else can you go?" Bian Shu pushed him back to the bed without any courtesy. She said, "Sleeping with me, are you wronged?"

"You're crazy"

"Well, I'm crazy," she said with a laugh.

She didn't give her a chance to refuse and easily set him on fire with her hands.

He thought, Bian Shu was right, she would get whatever she wanted.

What's more, I am an insignificant person.

Bian Shu was the superior who bowed her head, while he, the inferior, could not even think of becoming arrogant due to her favor.

He is not as sensible as he thinks.

In his arms is the woman he has loved for a long time.

He was in a state of panic.

That night, he tried almost every way he could to please her, and even in the end, he did not forget to withdraw in time.

But Bian Shu hugged him tightly, her nails digging into his back, and she said in a calm and hoarse voice: "Ji Anshen, don't you want a child?"

She was crazy to the core.

Ji Anshen used the last bit of his rationality to break free from her hand. He said, "Xiaoshu, your life shouldn't stop here."

Later, they had many, many romantic times, and each time, he would take medicine in advance.

Bian Shu really wanted a child, but she didn't understand. However, he knew what this meant to her.

Her life shouldn't be like this. Bian Shu shouldn't be spending her life in this house with him.

But he had to admit that he was addicted to her and was almost obsessed with her.

How can I not love you?

There were so many times when his love almost drove him crazy, and he had to use the most rational voice to tell her that he was not a good person.

Bian Shu had reached the last page of the letter in her hand. She was crying so hard that she saw Ji Anshen wrote at the end: "Xiao Shu, you always say that I don't like you, but what can I use to like you? The gap between us cannot be bridged by my efforts. You don't belong to my world."

"This love is not something you can show off, and it's as light as a feather. I admit that I was selfish, letting you give me the order to stay, and then pretending to compromise to stay. But in fact, I never wanted to leave. This period of time was more like a dream to me. But it's just a dream, and I should return you to where you belong. Xiaoshu, go forward, don't look back, and don't look for me. I hope you can return to the Bian family and do what you want to do."

"The conflict between the Li family and I is getting deeper and deeper. There is no possibility of redemption. I need to pay the price for my actions. I have expected this day a long time ago. Xiaoshu, I have no regrets. People should always work hard for things they think are worthwhile. My only regret is that I didn't tell you in person that I really love you."

The date on which the writing was done was blurred by Bian Shu's tears.

She held the letter in her arms, fell to the dusty ground, and burst into tears.
She originally thought that all this was just her wishful thinking.

But only now did she realize that Ji Anshen actually loved her.

How could she not love him? The details of his love were clear, and she clearly felt it, but she still pretended to know nothing and stubbornly asked him to say it himself.

She is the selfish one.