Chapter 309 What is the meaning

Li Siheng retracted his gaze and looked at Bian Yue, "Because I want you to feel guilty, guilty for misunderstanding me."

Bian Yue chuckled and said calmly, "But I won't feel guilty. Li Siheng, you kidnapped me first, and that's why this happened. You deserve it!"

She really hated it so much that she could blurt out all kinds of hurtful words.

Li Siheng chuckled instead. There was a hint of desolation in his smile, and a hot, sweet and fishy taste was surging in his throat.

He smiled and said softly, "You are right. I deserve it, so I will bear it myself."

At this moment, the private plane broke through the clouds and headed towards the location found in advance.

Zhuang Jie Ning looked at Shen Jinci's dull profile cautiously. She was shocked and scared, and now she didn't feel safe at all.

Shen Jinci looks calm now, but Zhuang Jie Ning knows that he is just restraining himself.

"Shen Jinci, I didn't lie to you." Zhuang Jiening paused, her voice hoarse: "I even cooperated with you to find Li Siheng, why don't you let me go!"

"You and Li Siheng planned to take Bian Yue away. Now Bian Yue has not been found yet. How can I let you go?" Shen Jinci's voice was as cold as ice. He didn't even look at Zhuang Jie Ning. His words were full of murderous chill. "If Bian Yue cannot be found, I will definitely not let you go."

Zhuang Jie Ning sneered, her hands clenched into fists, tears welled up in her eyes, she tried hard to hold them back, choking with sobs, "Do you think I want to deceive you like this? Don't I want to be a good person in front of you? At least so that you don't look down on me. But Shen Jinci, I have no choice. I thought that since Bian Yue is gone, you will give up! And I will stay by your side, I can take care of you, and over time, you will be touched."

She said these words in a murmured voice, her emotions out of control, tears falling, "Bian Yue and I were once good friends, how could I really let her be in danger? Li Siheng will not hurt Bian Yue! He will take good care of her!"

There was a flash of hostility in Shen Jinci's eyes. He didn't say anything, and the curve of his face was cold and hard.

Zhuang Jie Ning's despair deepened. She covered her face and cried, almost collapsing. "You love Bian Yue, so you mobilized so many manpower and resources for a clue that may have expired. If I were Li Siheng, I would have taken Bian Yue away now! Shen Jinci, Li Siheng is such a smart person. If he really wanted you to never find Bian Yue, how could you find her easily! He can even use his own death!"

"If you can't find it, keep looking. If you can't find it one day, keep looking all day." The man's voice was indifferent, but the paranoia in his tone was frightening.

Zhuang Jie Ning already knew how dark and unfathomable Shen Jinci's true nature was.

She stared at him blankly and smiled bitterly, "What about the banker? Can you return the banker to my father now?"

Shen Jinci didn't say anything.

Zhuang Jie Ning's emotions were getting out of control. She burst into tears and said in a hoarse voice, "I have told you everything I know! What did the Zhuang family do wrong? How can you be so ruthless for Bian Yue!"

"There is no affection between you and me."

Zhuang Jie Ning's face was filled with astonishment, her tears fell even more fiercely, and she choked with sobs, "No feelings? Shen Jinci, do you know how much I have done for you? Do you know how much effort I have put in to be able to stand in front of you? I have never liked anyone before, but I really like you. I just came too late. If we had known each other before you and Bian Yue got married, I would definitely be your wife!"

The space was dead silent, with only the clear and real sound of Zhuang Jie Ning's sobbing.

She wanted to be a good person and she planned so many things, but in the end, everything was in vain.

She was born into a noble family, she should have been a favored child of heaven, her life should not be like this.
Zhuang Jie Ning was crying and laughing, tears streaming down her face, and she lost all her composure. "Shen Jinci, Bian Yue is not suitable for you at all. She knows nothing. She was raised by Li Siheng to be simple and ignorant. Even if she has revived the Bian family now, it is just because she is lucky. But I am different. I have always been the best person since I was a child. Only someone like me can be worthy of you!" In fact, Shen Jinci was not listening to Zhuang Jie Ning at all. He just thought she was noisy.

If Zhuang Yi hadn't found him in person and begged for mercy, Shen Jinci would never have pretended and he would have really killed Zhuang.

He only felt annoyance towards Zhuang Jie Ning.

Amid Zhuang Jie Ning's crying and laughing, Shen Jinci finally turned his head to look at her, but his eyes were as cold as ice, without any warmth, "Shut up."

Zhuang Jie Ning's face turned pale, and she looked so embarrassed that she lost all color. Looking at Shen Jinci's overly indifferent profile, she felt a piercing despair in her heart.
Bian Yue stood by the window, looking at the falling snow outside.

He was only wearing a thin nightgown, and his back looked cold and distant.

Li Siheng stood at the door, looking at her from afar. It was hard to connect this back view with the Bian Yue in his memory.

He remained silent for a long time until the doctor packed up the medicine box and walked towards him.

The doctor spoke the local language, which was difficult to understand. Li Siheng listened carefully. What he meant was that Bian Yue was in poor health and was not suitable for long-distance travel. It would be best for her to rest here during this period of time.

Li Siheng nodded, feeling calm.

The time that Bian Yue could be hidden was shorter than he had imagined.

He knew that the safest way now was for him to take Bian Yue away from here as soon as possible. Shen Jinci had probably found out his address. If he stayed here now, it would be equivalent to waiting for Shen Jinci to come find him.

But he couldn't take the risk with Bian Yue's body.

Li Siheng watched the doctor walk away, he retracted his gaze and walked towards Bian Yue, who just turned around. She was standing under the large snow scene through the floor-to-ceiling window, her clothes were thin and her face was as pale as frosty.

Li Siheng smiled and said calmly, "The doctor said that you are in good health and there is nothing serious. Bian Yue, let's eat something first."

Bian Yue nodded, and she walked out as she was told. However, when she passed Li Siheng, she stopped and looked up at him. She said, "Are you okay with your injury?"

Li Siheng smiled faintly and said, "It's okay."

Bian Yue walked out with an expressionless face.

Li Siheng stood there, feeling mixed emotions.

What's the point of forcing someone to stay by your side when their heart is no longer with you?
In the hall, Bian Yue was sitting opposite Li Siheng, eating seriously.

She seemed to have a good appetite and ate a lot in one breath.

Li Siheng watched her eat for a long time, then he said, "If you have anything else you like to eat, I'll ask the chef to make it."

Bian Yue paused as she was picking up some food. She frowned and said softly, "I want to eat what Shen Jinci cooked."