Chapter 90 Already Let Go
Bian Yue's expression was calm. "Li Siheng, it's raining outside, and my husband is still waiting for me to come home."

Li Siheng was weak and felt dizzy, but he still stubbornly held onto Bian Yue's hand and refused to let go.

His voice was low and suppressed, and he said word by word: "Don't leave tonight, stay and talk with me, okay?"

Bian Yue thought, human hearts are so complicated.

"I am sitting here today just to ask you if you think you are not wrong. This is very important to the former Bian Yue. Now I have the answer, so there is no need to stay."

Li Siheng was startled, then suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Bian Yue.

His throat was dry and his voice was hoarse, "Yueyue, I know I was wrong. I betrayed you and you are blaming me."

"I don't blame you anymore, because I have let go of the past, but Li Siheng, I still want to tell you that your mistake is not just this."

Bian Yue looked at her wrist being held tightly by Li Siheng, and each word she spoke was clear and calm, yet as cold as a blade. "You were wrong. You shouldn't have kept everything from me. We have been together day and night for seven years. For such a long time, I didn't deserve to hear even one word of truth from you. You would rather hide it from me and make me suffer."

"Yueyue, I told you that I have a terminal illness and that I am going to die? What will this change? It will only make you more miserable!"

Li Siheng frowned, his elegant face turned pale, and his hoarse voice was low and deep: "Yueyue, I can't do this. I will only trap you by my side and make it difficult for you to breathe."

Bian Yue thought that perhaps she and Li Siheng had never known each other.

They met when she was in a desperate situation in life, and parted because of his dilemma between power and love.

We have worked together, but never opened our hearts.

He didn't know how determined she had been. She was not like a dodder that could not withstand the slightest blow and could only be protected under his wings.

And she had no idea how calm and rational he was, selfish to the end.

"Yes, you are right, Li Siheng, you are right."

Bian Yue looked at him calmly: "So now, what are you dissatisfied with? Li Siheng, everything has developed according to your ideas, and you have got what you want. And now, I no longer love you, why do you still keep me?"

Li Siheng felt cold all over, and in an instant, he understood that Bian Yue came here not because she was soft-hearted.

"Are you finishing me off?"

She was just coming to terms with herself.

Li Siheng knew the answer, but he still asked.

Bian Yue remained calm. She said, "Yes, today I just want to know why I got such a result in those seven years. Now, I have no doubts and I have completely let it go. Just as you thought, Li Siheng, I have let it go."

Li Siheng thought that Bian Yue was worthy of being the moon he brought up.

She was as resolute and cruel as herself.

Li Siheng's grip became tighter and tighter.

Only when Bian Yue frowned in pain did he suddenly let go, tightly closed his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's late, you should go back. Tonight, I will pretend that you have never been here."

"What's the point of deceiving yourself?"

Bian Yue lowered her eyes to see Li Siheng's pale expression. She said softly, "Li Siheng, the past is over. Just like my uncle and aunt hope that I will come to see you often, but I know that even if I come often, it will not change our relationship. I am already with Shen Jinci."

Li Siheng felt a surge of heat in his eyes. He chuckled to hide his emotions, "Bian Yue, are you telling me this to provoke me?"

"I just want you to wake up and stop being trapped in obsession. Li Siheng, I will also work with uncle and aunt to find a way to cure your illness. I hope that after tonight, we can all look forward."

It turns out that it is not just an ending, but also a farewell.

Li Siheng thought, tit for tat, it was just as he expected.

Bian Yue walked out of the ward. The rain was falling slowly. She pressed the elevator button. After a while, the numbers on it jumped. When she reached the floor, the elevator slowly opened.

The moment she opened it, Bian Yue met Su Youxue, who looked anxious inside.

Su Youxue had heard the name Bian Yue from Zhuang Jie Ning, and of course she had also searched for photos of Bian Yue. The only photo was her wedding photo with Shen Jinci. The woman in the photo was as charming as the one in front of her.

It turns out that this is Bian Yue, whom Li Siheng deeply loves.

It turned out that this was the Bian Yue who caused him to lose miserably.

Su Youxue stared at Bian Yue in a daze, feeling upset and her hands tightened around the thermos.

She stared at Bian Yue and clenched her fists to prevent her expression from getting out of control.

But staring like that for so long was obviously very strange.

Bian Yue frowned and looked at her, asking, "Excuse me, do you know me?"

Su Youxue was stunned and looked dazed. She walked out of the elevator, stood in front of Bian Yue, and respectfully called her "Miss Bian".

"You are..." Bian Yue asked puzzledly.

"I was raised by Mr. Li in a Mid-Levels apartment." Su Youxue smiled, gentle and harmless. "I haven't officially debuted yet, but Mr. Li said he would give me good resources."

Bian Yue nodded as if nothing had happened, her expression calm, and she said calmly, "I wish you a successful debut and global fame. By the way, Li Siheng just woke up, if you go in and find him now, you should be able to talk to him."

After saying that, Bian Yue prepared to leave.

Su Youxue didn't expect that Bian Yue didn't react at all. She was stunned for a moment before she smiled and said, "Miss Bian, take care. Don't worry, I will take good care of Mr. Li."

Bian Yue said: "You don't have to tell me this."

Bian Yue walked into the elevator and pressed the door close button.

Su Youxue stood there, staring at Bian Yue's figure until the elevator door closed completely, completely enveloping the person inside.

Su Youxue knew that she would never be able to defeat Bian Yue in her lifetime.

How can she win over someone whose heart is not with Li Siheng?

Totally impossible.
When Bian Yue walked out of the hospital gate, she saw Shen Jinci's car parked not far away.

The man was sitting in the car. When he saw himself, his originally indifferent features showed a gentle smile.

It's just that it's too far away, more like an illusion.

The rain was not heavy, but continuous and dense, but enough to get people wet.

Bian Yue walked down the stairs in front of the gate, stepped into the rain, and walked towards Shen Jinci.

The man had a gentle expression and just watched her walk towards him, but he had no intention of getting out of the car.

It was late at night and the rain was still a little cold on my body.

Bian Yue walked quickly, and his eagerness was evident in the dim night rain.

She opened the passenger door and got in the car under Shen Jinci's dark gaze.

The car was heated enough. The moment the door closed, Shen Jinci leaned closer to Bian Yue. He slowly wiped Bian Yue's wet cheek with a handkerchief and asked softly, "Are you cold?"

Bian Yue said it wasn’t cold.

The man's voice was gentle, as if he was sighing softly. He said, "Good boy."