Chapter 117 Regret
Xuan Yi frowned after listening to Qiu Ping's poems.
He asked Qiu Ping, "Is this poem famous?"
"Song of Everlasting Regret!"
Qiu Ping answered instinctively.
"Ping'er hates me!"
"How could that be! My poem means to divide the gold hairpin and the hairpin box into two halves, and I and you each keep half.
I hope that our love for each other is as loyal and strong as gold and precious stones, and that we will always have the chance to meet again, whether in heaven or on earth.
Before leaving, I earnestly asked the messenger to convey my feelings to me. The oath in the message is only known to me and you.
I wish to be a pair of birds flying side by side in the sky and a pair of branches growing together on the ground.
Even if the world lasts forever, it will eventually come to an end, but this hatred between life and death will never end."
Qiu Ping was thankful in her heart that she still remembered the meaning of the poem, otherwise it would have been terrible.
This poem seems a bit ominous.
She has cut out a section and kept only the essence.
But unexpectedly, Xuan Yi still noticed something was wrong.
Qiu Ping reacted quickly at this time. She knew that she had to do something, otherwise Xuan Yi would say that this poem was unlucky and beat her up again.
Qiu Ping immediately knelt in front of Xuan Yi, pinched her thigh hard with her hand, and looked at Xuan Yi with tears in her eyes.
"Master! I know I was wrong. I just love you too much. For a moment, I couldn't help myself. Suddenly I had this thought. Suddenly I couldn't control myself, so I wrote this poem.
I also know that my status is low and I am not worthy of staying with you for the rest of my life.
I just thought about it in my mind, I know it was wrong."
Qiu Ping felt that people like Xuan Yi were disgusting.
She is a time-traveling woman.
Poor time-traveling girl.
A time-traveling girl without a golden finger.
Then I met the wrong person.
Thinking of this, Qiu Ping suddenly remembered the dream.
If it wasn't for that dream, how could she have chosen Father Lu out of her mind?
Although the children born by Mr. Lu were indeed very much to her liking.
But she liked Lu Yuan's personality more.
If you think about it carefully, if Lu Yuan didn't have a wife, she would be a good match.
At least in Taohua Town, among all the people she met, the one who made her most satisfied was Lu Yuan.
Moreover, Qiu Ping felt that among all the men she had met, the only normal one was Lu Yuan.
Lu Yuan has actually always been nice to her.
But at that time, she always thought she would meet a better man.
Plus, she didn't know much about Lu Yuan's identity.
She didn't expect that Lu Yuan was actually a royal relative. She thought Lu Yuan was just an ordinary businessman, the son of a small county magistrate.
Until I saw Lu Yuan again on the street.
She looked at Lu Yuan, wearing a bright red robe, riding on a horse, looking full of vigor and vitality.
Only Lu Yuan did not care about status and was willing to marry a peasant girl as his wife.
If it were her, maybe she could become the legal wife.
Unfortunately, she didn't take it seriously at the time. She just thought that Lu Yuan was of humble status and was just a small businessman, not worthy of her identity as a time-traveling woman.
If she had put in half the effort she put into dealing with Xuan Yi to deal with Lu Yuan, she might have been able to defeat Lu Yuan long ago.
Besides, Xu Qiuyue is just a peasant girl, and her status is not much higher than hers. It would be very easy for her to deal with Xu Qiuyue!
At any rate, we would not have ended up in the hellish situation we are in now.
It's basically difficult to get ahead.
Xuan Yi is a person whose brain is sometimes normal and sometimes abnormal. You say Xuan Yi is abnormal! He also knows that these women will have conflicts when they get together. You say he is normal! He actually expects everyone to get along happily without any disharmony.
How can this be.
A woman without a status is just a maid or a slave, just like her.
If Xuan Yi's concubine told her to kneel, she could not stand. If she resisted, she would be considered ignorant of etiquette and would be beaten severely. If she refused to obey, she would be beaten to death.
As long as Qiu Ping doesn't want to die, she can only endure it.
What she hated most in the past was novels with golden fingers.
She thought it was too flashy and a bit messy.
But after she actually traveled through time, she realized the benefits of having a golden finger. Even if she only had a lowest-level space, she could still gain a reputation as a witch in this era and would not be so miserable.
If only there was a system, those golden fingers in the mall would be great.
But she had nothing, and had many talents but nowhere to display them.
So what if she knew about the waterwheel!
Lu Changqing, the scumbag, stepped on her to get to the top, built a waterwheel using her manuscript, and has now been promoted to prefect.
But she was still sold out by Lu Yuan.
Qiu Ping doesn’t hate Lu Yuan that much now, because she was the one who gave up on Lu Yuan first.
But she hated Lu Changqing, an old man who stole her waterwheel drawing.
It was Lu Changqing who put her in this situation.
And now, Qiu Ping hated Xuan Yi the most, and even the Crown Princess who tried to torture her every day.
Qiu Ping doesn’t hate it that much.
Because Xuan Yi suppressed her every day, saying that she was a lowly slave and was not worthy of this or that.
In front of that Crown Princess, at least she felt like a human being.
Although she was suppressed in various ways, it was obvious that the Crown Princess was very afraid of her.
It is mediocre not to be envied by others.
After Xuan Yi came, the Crown Princess would pretend to be nice to her and give her some gifts, so she could feel better for a few days.
As for Xuan Yi! This is not what you can use, that is not what you can use, there is no conspiracy or trickery, simple and rough, if you don't obey, you will be beaten to death.
You know, in ancient times when slavery was so serious, Xuan Yi even beat several maids to death with a stick.
Moreover, Xuan Yi was very wicked. He actually said that these beautiful women of humble status were the result of sins done in their previous lives, so he gave them all names like beasts, pigs, and dogs.
He abuses people as much as he wants, but he can't control his body and wants to sleep with them.
Only if you become his concubine, or his favored maid, can you have a good name.
It's simply inhumane.
This is also what Qiu Ping can't stand the most.
If she didn't compete for favor, not to mention any other treatment, she couldn't even be called Qiu Ping, but could only be called pig dog.
Can she not fight?
Xuan Yi thought that everyone was fighting for him because they liked him.
At least, Qiu Ping felt that the Crown Princess still had some humanity in her.
But it's not a good thing either.
You are obviously the principal wife and have everything, why are you still jealous?
Unlike her, if Xuan Yi no longer likes her, she will lose her life, so she has to fight for it.
Qiu Ping thought more than once that it would be great if time could be reversed, to the time when she and Lu Yuan just returned to the Lu Mansion.
Qiu Ping's tears also carried some sincerity.
She was crying for herself.
She used to find it painful to go to school and study every day, and taking exams were also painful.
But now, she feels that school days are really good.
If she could go home, she would study hard and try to get into a good university.
(End of this chapter)